One of the things that can be observed with serious addiction cases is the gradual disintegration of personality. In effect, the addict's body and personality become mere devices for the procurement of the addictive substance or behavior. Everything else, every other characteristic, is blunted or erased completely.

But I think if we look closely at the people around us, we can see that behavior which pushes people away from social interaction causes gradual erasure of the self, to be replaced with what are merely tics, fetishes, and compulsions (these lead to arousal and excitement but are curiously joyless).

The same process appears to be at work with transsexuals. The first clue is the willingness to destroy close relationships through neglect, abandonment, or outrageous behavior. Such destructive activity results from a long descent into the fetish of autogynephilia--the process of fetishization infects the personality like a cancer, eventually crowding out all other desires and attachments. Relationships, which have inherently altruistic qualities for healthy personalities, weaken and break apart because the fetish becomes the central desire as in cases of chemical addiction.

The second clue is the desire to self-mutilate, usually in the form of taking opposite sex hormones but sometimes going to the extreme of genital mutilation to outwardly resemble that sex (of course internally nothing has really changed). Similar to cases of anorexia nervosa, in which women are so consumed by a distorted self-image that they destroy their own bodies in response, transsexuals often make repeated alterations to their appearance that exposes them to significant health risks--everything from tracheal shaving to facial surgery to radical genital alteration.

(As should always be pointed out, when they opt for the last approach they are obliged to keep dildos shoved into their improvised fuckholes--the body cannot be fooled.)

The third clue is the newly self-centered personality. Before assumption of a transsexual identity (that is, when there is still some control over the transsexual fetish) many of these people achieve success in their careers and produce families, whereas afterwards they appear to exist for no other reason than to be transsexuals.

Contrary to transsexual arguments, this is not because they have discovered their true identity but because they have obliterated their true identity. As I have mentioned elsewhere, at the heart of this is a great misconception, that the self is a pure entity that is masked or distorted by conformity to social rules. The exact opposite is true--the self only comes into being through the formation of healthy social relationships. The brain is plastic but it is not indifferently so--there is healthy development and unhealthy development. The former maintains psychic security and resilience through social relationships, and the latter malnourishes through isolation and obsession.

One need only look to the claims of transsexuals to see that they are completely deluded and inauthentic. Among other things they claim that they feel profound discomfort unless they are allowed to wear opposite sex garments (especially underwear) which do not really fit their bodies. This is a classic fetish symptom, the sense of agitation or restlessness unless they can experience the fetish even though it interferes with enjoyment of normal activities.

My argument is that this is more than just delusional behavior, it is part of a process that destroys personality. Secondarily, we can judge the unhealthiness of this and other behaviors by the degree to which they damage important social relationships.

I had a ton of random clips saved up, so I watched some back and decided to compile them into short videos.

Every now and then I record something and forget it, so I'm deleting all that and dumping the videos on my youtube. It makes more room for my HDD and gives you guys something to watch. (if you want)


I seriously hope you find some enjoyment out of these, or see yourself in one of them and say "wow that's cool".

This thread is gonna be long and by long you guy's might not know how long i dont know either. see i recently got from Mexico to the Us as i am a Illegal Immigrant (Shh Dont tell Bae ) And i met this person in highschool who had the same name as me Halle Martinez he was really cool and we hanged a day later the Mexican Cartel came and killed my parent's while i was away so Cobalt's parent's took me under their Wing so one day i noticed him sobbing and repeating ~I cant take it no more I cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no moreI cant take it no more~ So after 20 Min of this solid i said "Hey Ese Shut up im trying to get some sleep" he said ok then i woke up to him Gagging He was hanging himself man but his rope sucked so much it broke after 15 Sec of choking him he blacked out and that's when the cop's came and called the mental hospital they came and picked him up his Parent's were shocked he left a note on his computer for me telling me all about his Time Lock's and how he has Predated this to happen since March in fact here is a picture of the timelock's he left http://imgur.com/a/rkKJS i will report back later on this when the first time lock open's

Hello everyone i just moved from mexico to United State's even though im mexican im much more fluent in spanish im sorry if my accent bore's any of you i just found the server today but no one was playing but it looked cool i hope i can make many friend's here

DOWN WITH GRASSX

WE NEED MORE GLASSX

I'm gonna post some of these as i think of more. Each one should also give a godlike title to represent the feat accomplished.

Best Samaritan
100 kills without damaging a SINGLE teammate for a godlike roll (Can NOT include godlikes that can't be rolled or event/djinn exclusives.)

A Godlike Terrorist

Jihad EVERY SINGLE INNOCENT AND DETECTIVE ON A FULL SERVER IN ONE ROUND! (basically impossible but hey, godlike!)

Just wanted to say maybe some people would want orbs disabled in duels. More misc items might be added and some people might find them cheap in duels. Just thought maybe there should be a way to disable them.

Im leaving i just feel like i wasted all 400 hour's of my time here i never became something i tried doing art but eventually my forum account got banned so i couldnt really do art anymore for frg my Map's were a total failure somehow i didnt get accepted as a member but abu did i have hater's on this server Kheyre and someone else i broke friendship's and made friendship's im off to find a new community i really enjoyed my time here maybe one day ill come back
~Cobaltgeo

Age: 18

Steam Name(Current): LegendM4ster

Time played on servers?(!time username to check): !time command doesn't work for me, but I'm estimating about 30-ish hours

Where did you hear about this server?: I found this server after being disappointed with NTG servers

Have you ever been banned and why?: I had been banned once for about 10 minutes for bad language, but it was one time and has not happened again

Why do you want to join?: I have immensely enjoyed my time on this server and I want more access to more privileges that come with being a member

Referred by: no one

Additional Details: I have given away gear to people that are new to the server so that they may feel welcome and have a good time