From what I see what you did was pretty fucked up
But that doesn't mean that you should stay banned forever.
I dont know you or how you act, at all, but I really don't see why hes gotta stay permad for it
just wipe his shit and ban him if he fucks up
As people have said, it wasn't ONLY the whole situation you pulled (which is bad enough by itself) but you also were extremely immature. I doubt that has changed. Wait a couple months if you want to appeal again.