04-02-2021, 06:57 PM
(04-02-2021, 06:46 PM)EndlessScrewdriver Wrote:(04-02-2021, 06:40 PM)Unpoke Wrote:(04-02-2021, 06:36 PM)EndlessScrewdriver Wrote:(04-02-2021, 05:50 PM)Unpoke Wrote:(04-01-2021, 12:06 PM)EndlessScrewdriver Wrote: its the only server I can even enjoy anymore not that it matters most games I don't really enjoy anymore anyways
I think you would find it surprising what you can enjoy when you find a place where people enjoy your presence. You think you enjoy it here because this is the maximum "enjoyment" you've experienced, but you don't actually. Find something you have a place in, and you'll realize this is poison in your mind. Nobody wants you here - you know that. It's in your head, even if you come in on an alt or whatever else. Find something that doesn't give you that weight, for your own sake. There'll never be a time where you fly under the radar here forever, it's almost clinically insane that you want to in the first place.
Nobody here likes you. Get over it and move on.
I understand that but that doesn't stop me from playing the game
Then simply put, there's no way around the conclusion that you're nothing other than stupid.
Honestly for someone who used to be the manager, you'd think you would have more professionalism There is no need for all the talking down and belittling you're always doing and you know if you still were the manager this wouldn't fly.
As a non-ex-manager. He is correct, if you look at the discord people are quite happy when they see you get banned on your alts... which is the only form of joy you bring to the server. You were annoying on ntg, you were annoying on moat, and now you are nothing but annoying on frg. The only time people don't find you annoying is when you act differently than you actually are, which is a waste of your time and ours as a community.
Just find one of the 124321523 different games available that (like unpoke said) don't already hate you.