Kudos for finding my alt

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(04-01-2021, 12:06 PM)EndlessScrewdriver Wrote:  

(04-01-2021, 11:55 AM)edit Wrote:  please just leave the server bro

its the only server I can even enjoy anymore not that it matters most games I don't really enjoy anymore anyways

I think you would find it surprising what you can enjoy when you find a place where people enjoy your presence. You think you enjoy it here because this is the maximum "enjoyment" you've experienced, but you don't actually. Find something you have a place in, and you'll realize this is poison in your mind. Nobody wants you here - you know that. It's in your head, even if you come in on an alt or whatever else. Find something that doesn't give you that weight, for your own sake. There'll never be a time where you fly under the radar here forever, it's almost clinically insane that you want to in the first place.
Nobody here likes you. Get over it and move on.