09-16-2020, 03:57 AM
I can’t bring myself to enjoy the server anymore, I can’t keep up, I can’t just sit down and enjoy the game.
Is this related to my shrine run ending like it did? Not entirely, but it was kind of the nail in the coffin, a reminder that maybe it is time to go, after all. I’ve got other games to play, and I just don’t have time or the spirit for it.
I also have realized that since I’ve left the discord like 2-3 weeks ago, i felt... better? I felt like I just cut out a toxic person from my life. That’s not really a feeling I should have had though.
Since knight and I shared an inventory, I gave him my stuff, or at least all that I felt like, in the 1% chance I get nostalgic and wanna reinstall gmod down the road.
I love most of y’all still, and I’ve made great memories here with a lot of you. I wish the server a ton of success! FRG is too much for me now though, so I gotta leave it behind. Good luck everyone, and stay Golden.
Is this related to my shrine run ending like it did? Not entirely, but it was kind of the nail in the coffin, a reminder that maybe it is time to go, after all. I’ve got other games to play, and I just don’t have time or the spirit for it.
I also have realized that since I’ve left the discord like 2-3 weeks ago, i felt... better? I felt like I just cut out a toxic person from my life. That’s not really a feeling I should have had though.
Since knight and I shared an inventory, I gave him my stuff, or at least all that I felt like, in the 1% chance I get nostalgic and wanna reinstall gmod down the road.
I love most of y’all still, and I’ve made great memories here with a lot of you. I wish the server a ton of success! FRG is too much for me now though, so I gotta leave it behind. Good luck everyone, and stay Golden.