03-27-2015, 01:08 AM
Probably.
I think it's a pretty difficult thing to talk about myself. The more people involved with me the more complicated it becomes.
I hate troubling people and it seems like over the last few years the more involved I become in a community, the way I am affects a lot more.
Like you probably know I suffer from a ton of medical crap, but for that I take a lot of medicines, I have awful sleep cycles and generally don't enjoy my life.
I've always played NTG cautiously and never got very involved with people, and I've done the same here for the most part but to a lesser degree. I'm trying to keep myself out of it but it seeps in at times.
I see it as a big problem as a moderator if I may have to take an extended leave at some point. I'm honestly feeling quite awful lately, and it doesn't help me knowing that I'm not doing my best for you guys.
There's no answer that anyone can give me that will satisfy me. It's just something that has to happen.
So I'll let that idea sit there and bubble for a bit. Let me know if anyone can think of a miraculous situation where I can have my cake and eat it too.
I'll think about it too, and we can compare notes in a few days
Tchuss
I think it's a pretty difficult thing to talk about myself. The more people involved with me the more complicated it becomes.
I hate troubling people and it seems like over the last few years the more involved I become in a community, the way I am affects a lot more.
Like you probably know I suffer from a ton of medical crap, but for that I take a lot of medicines, I have awful sleep cycles and generally don't enjoy my life.
I've always played NTG cautiously and never got very involved with people, and I've done the same here for the most part but to a lesser degree. I'm trying to keep myself out of it but it seeps in at times.
I see it as a big problem as a moderator if I may have to take an extended leave at some point. I'm honestly feeling quite awful lately, and it doesn't help me knowing that I'm not doing my best for you guys.
There's no answer that anyone can give me that will satisfy me. It's just something that has to happen.
So I'll let that idea sit there and bubble for a bit. Let me know if anyone can think of a miraculous situation where I can have my cake and eat it too.
I'll think about it too, and we can compare notes in a few days
Tchuss