You literally stated in your last appeal that the admins here are liars, you aren't showing that you are remotely sorry about your actions, why be let back in because the rules changed? You did more than say the n word imo when you attacked brass's staff members (I'm pretty sure I was the one who raised your ban to perma).
Quote: From Brass
Here's the actual logs, in order of events:
Your story is actually just wrong/out of order. Also, posting:
On my profile is pretty absurd and doesn't help, especially considering you couldn't even remember it properly.
What seemed to have happened was, you were reported for something else, map changed, then you said the said racial slur and promptly got banned for it. This is just text chat alone, who knows what you were saying in voice.
From the evidence in the logs, it doesn't appear you said it anymore than once, but our moderators can't perma, so it was escalated up to an administrator, who then apparently agreed to your ban. (Black Knight was a moderator at the time, not admin)