https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/ Sat, 25 Apr 2026 03:41:28 +0000 MyBB https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5972 Tue, 19 Sep 2017 01:58:07 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5972 Perhaps time just goes by slower than I'm willing to notice.


Well, hi, it's sure been a while since I've shown my face anywhere near hear -- even steam in general. And, well, that's just to account for me doing things that I guess 'normal' people do (not saying that I'm normal now or that you all aren't normal, but that I'm actually doing things like studying for better grades and all that jazz.)
Anyways, as to not be a hypocrite, I've carried a member+ rank during all my time of absence, and so as to not become one of the many who hold onto such a title during many months of absence, that is one factor as to why this thread is finally being posted.

In other notes, it's that I've just found myself to be less attached to the community and everything that it is. I dont find that the community has become "more toxic" or "unplayable" by any means -- in fact, when I left I thought it was moving in quite the opposite direction -- but rather that I myself have come to a point where I've either burnt myself out, or just dont find the strive to indulge in such a time spender.

And, so, although at the time of writing this I have no means to return, every time I've made such a thread I have done just the opposite.
But, with that, a few notes just to give out:

Kuro, I'm going to say that the fate of my Daybreak and Kunais are with you. Although Halaman is (or, at least should, and better still be) in possesion of such things, I'm fine with them getting tossed around as long as you always have full ownership of them. =)

And tobiasx, stop being such a cool kid and adding all these new things.
Every time I check the shoutbox there's something involving you with either another new event or just you being a rad dude.

Alex, i'dunno, dont really have anything to say here but wanted to mention you nonetheless.
get admin maybe?
(and tobi, are you even a mod yet??)

Unpoke,


yeah.


I know that it's not like I gave a saddening "here's what memories I have of you", which is why I didn't include many people of which I have such memories of, but just know that if you think you should have been on that list, you would be if I actually made one. (or if i still talk to you via anything else. because then its not really a bye).

and i think i saw terran's name in the shoutbox recently. is he back? terran, are you there? if so say hi to me in steam and ill get back in 1-20 business days.

Edit:
give my kunais to jerome
i forgot about that.]]> Perhaps time just goes by slower than I'm willing to notice.


Well, hi, it's sure been a while since I've shown my face anywhere near hear -- even steam in general. And, well, that's just to account for me doing things that I guess 'normal' people do (not saying that I'm normal now or that you all aren't normal, but that I'm actually doing things like studying for better grades and all that jazz.)
Anyways, as to not be a hypocrite, I've carried a member+ rank during all my time of absence, and so as to not become one of the many who hold onto such a title during many months of absence, that is one factor as to why this thread is finally being posted.

In other notes, it's that I've just found myself to be less attached to the community and everything that it is. I dont find that the community has become "more toxic" or "unplayable" by any means -- in fact, when I left I thought it was moving in quite the opposite direction -- but rather that I myself have come to a point where I've either burnt myself out, or just dont find the strive to indulge in such a time spender.

And, so, although at the time of writing this I have no means to return, every time I've made such a thread I have done just the opposite.
But, with that, a few notes just to give out:

Kuro, I'm going to say that the fate of my Daybreak and Kunais are with you. Although Halaman is (or, at least should, and better still be) in possesion of such things, I'm fine with them getting tossed around as long as you always have full ownership of them. =)

And tobiasx, stop being such a cool kid and adding all these new things.
Every time I check the shoutbox there's something involving you with either another new event or just you being a rad dude.

Alex, i'dunno, dont really have anything to say here but wanted to mention you nonetheless.
get admin maybe?
(and tobi, are you even a mod yet??)

Unpoke,


yeah.


I know that it's not like I gave a saddening "here's what memories I have of you", which is why I didn't include many people of which I have such memories of, but just know that if you think you should have been on that list, you would be if I actually made one. (or if i still talk to you via anything else. because then its not really a bye).

and i think i saw terran's name in the shoutbox recently. is he back? terran, are you there? if so say hi to me in steam and ill get back in 1-20 business days.

Edit:
give my kunais to jerome
i forgot about that.]]> https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5293 Sat, 25 Feb 2017 05:11:35 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5293 Not much to say except I've playing here for a while, a little bit under two years if memory serves me right. clocking in at 1864 hours. I really love the experience the server provides, however I can't say the community is for me. Besides that I feel like the server has brought out the worst in me. I really don't feel at home here anymore and I'm going to be taking my leave. I met a ton of really cool people here and hope to stay in touch with some of you. See ya.]]> Not much to say except I've playing here for a while, a little bit under two years if memory serves me right. clocking in at 1864 hours. I really love the experience the server provides, however I can't say the community is for me. Besides that I feel like the server has brought out the worst in me. I really don't feel at home here anymore and I'm going to be taking my leave. I met a ton of really cool people here and hope to stay in touch with some of you. See ya.]]> https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5177 Sun, 15 Jan 2017 05:51:08 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5177 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5173 Sat, 14 Jan 2017 04:13:32 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5173 . If I ever needed help you had my back and vice versa. You're like family to me and I'll never forget you. Good luck with your girl. Before I end this out I want to say even if I didn't mention everyone in here, I will miss and love you all. If I was given the chance to sit down and speak to each of you seperately I would tell you how much you mean to me. I'm bewildered by the fact that I'm making this but I suppose life does mysterious things huh? Well, I love you guys. Thanks for the memories.

-Zach]]> . If I ever needed help you had my back and vice versa. You're like family to me and I'll never forget you. Good luck with your girl. Before I end this out I want to say even if I didn't mention everyone in here, I will miss and love you all. If I was given the chance to sit down and speak to each of you seperately I would tell you how much you mean to me. I'm bewildered by the fact that I'm making this but I suppose life does mysterious things huh? Well, I love you guys. Thanks for the memories.

-Zach]]> https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4965 Tue, 08 Nov 2016 05:57:02 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4965
I'm just gonna start this off by saying thank you, to all of you. I know I've been a disrespectful asshole to most of you, and I wanted to say sorry. A decent amount of you have been in my life since I was 12(4 whole years). You guys have had a major impact on my life, for better and worse. I've changed a lot over those 4 years. I went from being a lying squeaker in collage, to a mute weeb, to an edgy weeb teenager. You guys have seen me at my best, and at my worse. I have made many friends, but with that I have also made many enemies. Now I'm gonna do the generic "make a list of people that have had a major change in your life" thing.


Terran - Terran...where do i start. I've known you since I first became a weeb(around mid 2013 I believe.), and you have definitely had a major impact on my life. We've had a lot of bumps in the road, but in the end we usually ended up talking again, up until recently. I wanted to say thank you for all that you've done for me, and sorry for anything I've done to you. I did value our friendship up until some recent events.

Dreadark - Definitely one of my best friends on FRG. I've known him since early 2015, but I'm definitely glad I did. He has always been someone I can talk to when I'm down, and also someone who can hold a good conversation, while i can't.

Brassx - You were the person that got me into coding. Your work is always amazing, and I always love seeing it when a patch note comes out. You are one great owner, and an excellent coder, who is extremely humble about it. I know when FRG first came out of beta, I did some really regrettable things to you, but you forgave me and allowed me back into FRG, which I can't thank you enough for. I wish you all the best with FRG.

Grassx - closet weeb xd

Aresuft - I value you as a friend, even though we really don't talk anymore. You helped me through a hard time on FRG and I can't thank you enough. You are a very talented modeler, and your work is amazing. Keep it up.

To everyone else - If your name isn't up there, I apologize. Anyways, thank you for dealing with me for so many years. I know I've been an asshole to most of you, and I can't apologize enough. I know some of you really dislike me, and I really can't do anything about that.

Now to the reason I'm departing. I think Dreadark said it perfectly(time to completely rip off his departure), I hear tobiasxz more than I hear my actual name(Grant(yeah yeah, make fun of my name xd)). I have gotten more of a social life recently, and I feel like FRG will just be a distraction. Everyday, for the past year almost, I come home, hop right on my computer, and play FRG from 2:30 pm, all the way to 10 pm, and I just don't think that's healthy. I'll still probably be playing CSGO with my IRL friends, and be on steam, but that will also die down, along with my play time on FRG.

This thread was kinda out of left field, but besides that thanks for all the memories guys, bye.]]>
I'm just gonna start this off by saying thank you, to all of you. I know I've been a disrespectful asshole to most of you, and I wanted to say sorry. A decent amount of you have been in my life since I was 12(4 whole years). You guys have had a major impact on my life, for better and worse. I've changed a lot over those 4 years. I went from being a lying squeaker in collage, to a mute weeb, to an edgy weeb teenager. You guys have seen me at my best, and at my worse. I have made many friends, but with that I have also made many enemies. Now I'm gonna do the generic "make a list of people that have had a major change in your life" thing.


Terran - Terran...where do i start. I've known you since I first became a weeb(around mid 2013 I believe.), and you have definitely had a major impact on my life. We've had a lot of bumps in the road, but in the end we usually ended up talking again, up until recently. I wanted to say thank you for all that you've done for me, and sorry for anything I've done to you. I did value our friendship up until some recent events.

Dreadark - Definitely one of my best friends on FRG. I've known him since early 2015, but I'm definitely glad I did. He has always been someone I can talk to when I'm down, and also someone who can hold a good conversation, while i can't.

Brassx - You were the person that got me into coding. Your work is always amazing, and I always love seeing it when a patch note comes out. You are one great owner, and an excellent coder, who is extremely humble about it. I know when FRG first came out of beta, I did some really regrettable things to you, but you forgave me and allowed me back into FRG, which I can't thank you enough for. I wish you all the best with FRG.

Grassx - closet weeb xd

Aresuft - I value you as a friend, even though we really don't talk anymore. You helped me through a hard time on FRG and I can't thank you enough. You are a very talented modeler, and your work is amazing. Keep it up.

To everyone else - If your name isn't up there, I apologize. Anyways, thank you for dealing with me for so many years. I know I've been an asshole to most of you, and I can't apologize enough. I know some of you really dislike me, and I really can't do anything about that.

Now to the reason I'm departing. I think Dreadark said it perfectly(time to completely rip off his departure), I hear tobiasxz more than I hear my actual name(Grant(yeah yeah, make fun of my name xd)). I have gotten more of a social life recently, and I feel like FRG will just be a distraction. Everyday, for the past year almost, I come home, hop right on my computer, and play FRG from 2:30 pm, all the way to 10 pm, and I just don't think that's healthy. I'll still probably be playing CSGO with my IRL friends, and be on steam, but that will also die down, along with my play time on FRG.

This thread was kinda out of left field, but besides that thanks for all the memories guys, bye.]]> https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4909 Mon, 24 Oct 2016 00:51:09 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4909 http://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4810]]> http://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4810]]> https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4472 Sun, 07 Aug 2016 17:05:17 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=4472
I've always wanted what's best for frg and me leaving the server is definitely a step in the right direction.


I wish I was leaving on better terms but I can't help that. I'll miss most of ya. Bye-bye.


(Clearing my friendslist. If I remove you I likely won't add you back. Ever. So if ya wanna stay added you should message me.)

Also if I keep you added and you want to know the reason I'm leaving in detail feel free to message me.]]>
I've always wanted what's best for frg and me leaving the server is definitely a step in the right direction.


I wish I was leaving on better terms but I can't help that. I'll miss most of ya. Bye-bye.


(Clearing my friendslist. If I remove you I likely won't add you back. Ever. So if ya wanna stay added you should message me.)

Also if I keep you added and you want to know the reason I'm leaving in detail feel free to message me.]]> https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2388 Sun, 11 Oct 2015 01:44:11 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2388
I will miss very few of you, the few I can trust.. This being said I was banned for being racist to a troll over steam chat which put me on thin ice (EagleDestroyer) and apparently being the center of drama which I still get told of much drama such wow.

I suppose I caused a ton of shit yet had 1 complaint before many people stabbed me in the back and couldn't hold a private conversation (and eveyone wonders why I have trust issues). I stated my opinion about a manager which I even apologized for as requested by BrassX the day of my ban.

Whelp this is my departure we'll just call this the toilet paper of my last skid marks on FRG. (Was gonna post in shit posting... woulda made this much more lolzy)

I bid you all farewell, happy thanksgiving and a ghoulish halloween. Much love to the few whom know who they are!
________________________________________________________________________________​________________
P.S.

To those that don't get much love, you all did matter in one way or another and I may not miss you as much but somewhere in my potheadishalcoholic heart, I will hope the best for you.

(Posted since first one was deleted and nobody knew why I was banned)]]>
I will miss very few of you, the few I can trust.. This being said I was banned for being racist to a troll over steam chat which put me on thin ice (EagleDestroyer) and apparently being the center of drama which I still get told of much drama such wow.

I suppose I caused a ton of shit yet had 1 complaint before many people stabbed me in the back and couldn't hold a private conversation (and eveyone wonders why I have trust issues). I stated my opinion about a manager which I even apologized for as requested by BrassX the day of my ban.

Whelp this is my departure we'll just call this the toilet paper of my last skid marks on FRG. (Was gonna post in shit posting... woulda made this much more lolzy)

I bid you all farewell, happy thanksgiving and a ghoulish halloween. Much love to the few whom know who they are!
________________________________________________________________________________​________________
P.S.

To those that don't get much love, you all did matter in one way or another and I may not miss you as much but somewhere in my potheadishalcoholic heart, I will hope the best for you.

(Posted since first one was deleted and nobody knew why I was banned)]]> https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2033 Wed, 19 Aug 2015 21:27:21 +0000 https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=2033 Peace]]> Peace]]>