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Nuggies apology and last post. - everyone hates aresuft - 08-10-2016
Things that should be noted before this post:
1. I am not posting this for forgiveness. I am not posting this to get unbanned. I am not posting this for attention. I am posting this because I feel I have the moral responsibility to apologize for my actions.
2. If this thread is to be deleted and this account is to be banned, so be it. I won't bother again.
3. I don't expect anyone to "trust" in my apology or believe in my regret. Hate on me all you want. Give me as much shit as you want. I don't want ANYONE to defend me as I don't deserve it. I'm sure the majority of the people who see this will believe that every word I say is bullshit, and that's okay, I deserve it, although I guarantee you that I mean every word I say in this post.
4. I will not be reading any of the responses to this thread or be going back on the forums after this. I've seen enough about how disappointing my behavior was and I understand how disappointed you all are, and since I expect a lot of hate and brutally honest replies, i don't want to put myself through reading anymore negative things about me as it only makes me feel worse than I already do.
5. Tbh I'm trying my hardest not to make this post a guilt trip so I'm sorry if it seems like it. Last thing I want to do is guilt people into feeling bad for me.
I guess I'll start by stating a fact. I fucked up. A lot. After nearly two years of being part of this community, I betrayed the community and all of the people here who once saw me as their friend. I said things that no one should EVER say to another person no matter the situation. My immediate reaction towards Brass demoting me to member was pure anger and confusion. I didn't believe I deserved it at all, so I erupted. Anyone who I had recent feud with on frg, I decided to pretty much go "fuck it" and show them that I dislike them in the worst possible way. I'll be blunt here and admit that I have no fucking idea what's wrong with me because no one should react the way I did, but not only 4-5 hours after what I did I was clouded with nothing but a feeling of regret and dread, and for the last few days since this occurred I've felt absolutely horrible. Not because I got myself banned, but because I showed I guess my "true colors" to people who once looked up to me as a staff member and as a friend.
The more I read through the "Nuggie ordeal" thread, however, the more I realize how many chances I received on here, how I didn't deserve most of them, and that demotion was far more than warranted (and as brass said, my ban even more so).If anyone else was in my position they would have lost their rank a long time ago, and I probably should have lost my rank a long time ago seeing how much drama and bullshit I've contributed to this place.
I'm immensely sorry to every single person on frg. I can't even properly put it into words how much remorse is running through me.
Goodbye, and sorry again for, well, everything.
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - NeoLeo - 08-10-2016
WHAT IS UP
DRAMA ALERT NATION AND I'M YOUR HOST. KILLER KEEMSTAR
LETS GET RIGHTTTTT INTO THE NEWS
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - Kendrick Lamar NotFound.Tech - 08-10-2016
(08-10-2016, 02:52 PM)Leo The Sexy Kitty Wrote: WHAT IS UP
DRAMA ALERT NATION AND I'M YOUR HOST. KILLER KEEMSTAR
LETS GET RIGHTTTTT INTO THE NEWS
Kys kid.
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - Bradley - 08-10-2016
(08-10-2016, 02:52 PM)Leo The Sexy Kitty Wrote: WHAT IS UP
DRAMA ALERT NATION AND I'M YOUR HOST. KILLER KEEMSTAR
LETS GET RIGHTTTTT INTO THE NEWS
Noose*
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - Kuro - 08-10-2016
You know it truly made me sad to think that we meant so little to you that you'd think your behavior was acceptable.
The worst part was when you in your position did what you did, it affects the entire server. You broke a lot of peoples trust and hurt a ton of feelings.
We'll get over it, over time we'll definitely get over what you did and losing you in general. But there is no replacing you to a lot of people.
I hope you've learned something from this, take something the this experience and what you learned from your time here and try to grow from it.
Thank you for apologizing, I forgive you. However I'll completely understand if others don't forgive you.
I'll honestly miss you Nuggie.
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - Anthony - 08-10-2016
For the love of god cut the crap. Between you and Dehx the last few days it's just fucking ridiculous.
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - Unpoke - 08-10-2016
(08-10-2016, 06:07 PM)Axe Wrote: For the love of god cut the crap. Between you and Dehx the last few days it's just fucking ridiculous.
except the difference is nuggie had a positive impact on the server prior to this
dehx is just an annoying kid with multi-personality disorder
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - Dreadark - 08-10-2016
Still pretty dumb how after these years that we've been friends that this is how you go.
I'd be lying if I said I forgive you for what you did and said to some of my friends, and for that I'll never be able to trust you again. I hope you learned something from this though.
But now we all should just say good bye to this dumb drama.
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - Anthony - 08-10-2016
(08-10-2016, 06:09 PM)Unpoke Wrote:(08-10-2016, 06:07 PM)Axe Wrote: For the love of god cut the crap. Between you and Dehx the last few days it's just fucking ridiculous.
except the difference is nuggie had a positive impact on the server prior to this
dehx is just an annoying kid with multi-personality disorder
Dehx just got banned... Nuggie told many people to get cancer and die and how they are autistic. He hasn't had a positive impact in months.
RE: Nuggies apology and last post. - Zott - 08-10-2016
Nuggie did nothing but shit on me for my drops because I was lucky and then immediately turned around and was bragging his ass off and got mad when he didn't get the godlike he wanted. Awwww poor nuggie. Then you just shit on others for not seeing your way or anything you disagreed with. Now with that said, you can probably stop posting. Nothing you say will ever be trusted and taken to heart anymore. Bye